Day 4 of trying to be a better person and I want to kill people. Where did my Zen feeling go?  Is it the full moon?  Where did my patience and desire for a peaceful existence go.  I have been doing a lot of reading on being present and having patience with the universe. Somehow it is failing me this morning.  My horoscope said that today I would learn what my fate would be.  So far it is scaring me.  I should hope that my life is not going to follow the stressed out evil place I am right now.  We shall see.